Collateral

Collateral

(it was dark when I first noticed you
I tried to let go but something kept me in
trying to hold on is a trick
your shade was trapped in the heart of my brain
never say it again.... never try it again
you go ill never follow you ....if you stay I’ll never be there
you and me won’t meet
oh... we are collateral

oh... collateral
how sad we don't meet
we work within a scene
we sing for the same dream
we lie escaping from the theme

but I feel you like in every way
cannot you see it we are collateral
we could be far but you collapse my heart
it's not that you have super powers
but the avalanche you create can break us down into a one soul
where collateral won’t fight us we will always be feared
every time I remind myself with what is real I tear
can you tell me when the ice will break down
can you tell how much longer should I wait

oh... collateral

Where is the near short cut?

Where is the near short cut?

With a knife scissor and gun

I took the road where I m completely blind deaf

My life has new characters that I’m not   familiar with

Where is the near short cut?

Is it a new page, word, smile

Or one with nothing but me ruling in my Nile

No words can be written and no notes hitting

Where is the near short cut?

I have no color no face no heart

Translucent to the rays of sun

What is sun if I cannot see?

And what are rays if I don’t even feel

Waiting for me to paint my fear

Who are you, wait are you my short cut?

Although the knife won’t cut the nearest canvas

I can cross the nearest sadness

To reach my blank me with honor

I’m building my temple shelter and me is the donor  

The one I gave up to fate once my brain drained

I went down and caught the pieces of cutting knife

What is steel if I don’t die?

What is concrete if my temples sigh?

No I’m wrong... My temple will always fight

Because me is no more signing for a short cut

I fear it now

Oh wait …

Where is the near short cut?

Where are ball, pencil and sand?

All I can see is blind

All I can feel is hard

Where is the near short cut?

The cut the knife won’t recognize

The short with no Taylor can design

Wait do I mean what I mean

Or am I losing my short cut dice

Oh my brain …..You fooled me twice